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merlot

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 11:02 PM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: tourniquet
  • Watching: the empty place she used to lay in
only a little over a year and a half she died of liver cancer says the doctors....personally i blame my self.... if i had never brought that slut/whore/animal abuser into my house my baby girl would of never gotten sick and wouldnt have died. she was one of the best things that ever happened to me and was always there to play with me and comfort me when i was crying. then that girl moved in... made my place near impossible to live in, bugs everywhere, food left out, her clothes in piles on the floor leaving there nowhere to walk. i put up with it for weeks then i recieved text messages from her.. 'dude i just scared the hell out of your cat' 'she's funny when she hisses' 'lmao you should of seen her jump when i scared her' i started to find out she was shaking her till she would hiss.... it got to the point where my cat couldnt even jump to her favorite spot anymore... i know i shouldof noticed this sooner but it was too stress full at home i couldnt walk in with out getting into a fight thats when i noticed she wasnt eating just sitting there looking dejected i rushed her to the vet she had lost 4 lbs in a week..... i had to force feed her for a while and she started to get better... then last weekish my parents took her to the vet to get her checked out again she had lost weight again so they pumped her full of meds and told my parents that it could be liver cancer and she might not live... which in turn they negelected to tell me... all they told me is that she will be staying with them till she could eat on her own again. monday october 26th 6:15 am i get a call telling me she died. nothing stops the pain, i just want her back. she was my best friend, my baby, the only thing i looked forward to coming home to, and now shes gone....Rest In Peace baby <3

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